Let's be honest here for a moment. I have this big crush on a guy here on campus. Yes, I know; it's a shocker. But, for some reason, I feel that he likes me back. I just don't know. He sends me so many mixed signals, that by the end of our time hanging out together, I don't know which way is up. I've been hashing out everything with my roommate and even she is super confused.
But, then I would sit back, reread my post from last week and I would have so much calm wash over me. Why should I be worrying about this? Why am I so stressed out about this? I know that it's super natural to feel the way I feel, but I just get so frustrated some days.
Like today, I sat down and just started making a list of what I want my future husband's traits to be. Not to say, that he has to have every single trait (but, a girl can dream, right?) Well, I'm going to share my list with you and I feel that it can help a lot with a girl's boyfriend. Ready? Here it is:
I want a guy who:
- Prays for me
- Plays with my hair
- Writes me notes
- Takes the time to look at my eyes
- Lends me their coat
- Is good with kids
- Picks flowers for me
- Goes on walks with me
- Knows how to make me smile
- Wants to protect me
- I can talk to for hours
- Calls me beautiful
- Is honest
- Will wait for me
- Knows how to be goofy
- Looks at me and smiles
- Sings with me
- Laughs with me
- Loves life
- and most of all loves God
This list will be posted on my bulletin board to remind me that there is a guy out there who will be those things for me. But, only God knows when and how I will meet him. And I'm okay with that. Now, I'm just going to lean back into my Father's arms and let Him find the right guy to give my heart to. It's all a part of His timing and I have to trust Him with that.
So, that's my post for the day. Sorry it isn't as heart-felt or Scripture-filled as usual, but this was on my heart, and I thought I would share. I hope everybody is having a wonderful week! Love you all!
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