Emotional Wreck

Hey guys.

Have you ever had one of those days when it seems like the weight of the world is on your shoulders? One when all you want to do is just take a break from society and hole up in your room? One when you just want to cry for five hours straight for no particular reason?

Today was one of those days.

Now, at the moment, I don't feel stressed by any means. It's the end of summer, and I'm just focused on hanging out with friends, working, and trying to get that last bit a tanning time in.

But, for some reason, today just felt like a day that I needed to let everything out. So, I did. And by everything, I mean everything.

I started by blasting music and dancing around the house. That helped get rid of all the pent up energy I had the past few weeks.

Next, I watched a funny movie because I needed to have a good laugh.

Then was taking a Nerf Gun and aiming it at cans lined up on the ground. That got out a lot of frustrations.

And finally, at this point, I just want to sit down and cry for about five hours straight. I feel the tears coming as I write this. They are just waiting to spill over onto my cheeks. And I'm ready for them.

I don't have a particular reason to cry. I just need to. I'm a girl. I keep some emotions inside of me during the day/week/month. And sometimes I just need to let it all out at once. So, I picked today to do so.

Now, don't fret over me. I have a box of tissues by my side, along with a glass of water, some good crying music, and my dragon pillow pet. (Although, I do wish I had my dog to hold or a person to hold me while I cried, but I can't be too picky here.)

Anyway, I just wanted to drop by and say it is more than okay to have days like these. I usually have one about once a month. We all need a little time to ourselves to get our emotions in check. So feel free to take a day for yourself. You deserve it.

With His Love,

Kaitlyn